If I ever happen to stray from this path
at that time, please search for me
It’s as if the two of us are stray children
in this wide world

In order to be certain, we held each other close
we kissed many times
until dawn
As it is, I don’t know what words to use (to convey these feelings)
I just want to be with you
is what I thought

Even if it’s the end
Please don’t cry, smile fully
It’s because I love you
that I don’t like to see you sad, right?

So our touching lips don’t get interrupted
hug me more tightly
Even if it seems I’ll break
As it is, I don’t know what words to use (to convey these feelings)
I just want to be with you
is what I wished

When I’m alone and lonely
At that time, I won’t get angry at you so,
quickly forget about me
and keep living your life

Lets promise

That girl’s smiling face as she talked to her friends looked so pitiful.
She looked almost like a heroine from a manga.
I fell in love at first sight.
I really really loved her.
But, with my appearance,
she would definitely hate me.

Oh look, they’re giggling again.
It’s fine. I’m used to this already.
I tell myself to forget it, but my chest feels like it’s going to burst.

Then the boy met her.
I prayed that our meeting was not a coincidence.
I prayed that we could meet again.
I prayed tens of thousands of times that we must meet again one day.
But everyone who heard about this miracle,
said there was no way they could believe it.

The girls whispered amongst themselves,
“That boy has been looking over since a little while ago,
What’s that about, how creepy.
I wish he wouldn’t come over here.”
I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it that way…
As I sunk my head in shame, I heard her voice,
“I know him!”
Everyone was stunned. I was shocked.

“I saw them. Those pictures on the desk, did you draw them all?
Ah! I’m being laughed at again!
But you just said,
“Ah, I like that kind of thing.”

Then the boy met her.
No matter how many millions of light years it feels like we are seperated by,
We will definitely be drawn to each other.
No matter what obstacles are there,
I will overcome them.
This is what you call destiny.
He was what you could call a hero.

But that day, I saw you.
You were crying all alone,
I realized how powerless I was.
No. What did she say?
Don’t doubt your own existence!
She is waiting for her savior.

“You pretend to be strong, but you’re really a crybaby,
Um… you’re almost like me.”
Yes! You laughed! In front of the joyful me,
You, who were crying buckets,
What do I do!?
But you said,
“Thank You.”

The boy learned the meaning of life,
from their meeting.
It’s no lie, it’s the truth.
And I will become a knight to protect you.
One day, I will be.
The boy’s left hand held the girl’s right hand,
so very tightly, because they were never letting go.

And so, I met you.

Seusai shalat zuhur di mesjid, gw menyempatkan dulu untuk berdiam diri sebentar sebelum melanjutkan jalan kaki gw menuju tempat makan dan belanja di sebuah mini market dekat kost. Ya, seperti biasa orang orang tua sedang sibuk berzikir dan gw hanya merenung diam saja. Tiba tiba, seorang anak yang gw kira masih berumur 1 atau 3 tahun dengan polosnya berjalan menyalami orang tua di mesjid termasuk gw sendiri ( tapi kan gw nggak tua :P ) dengan polosnya. Gw emang kaget, tapi senyuman pun muncul dari hati dan wajah gw, betapa lucunya melihat anak anak yang dengan polosnya menyalami semua orang, mungkin suatu saat nanti anak itu akan menjadi ahli silaturahmi dan akan mempunyai banyak relasi. Betapa anak kecil pun sudah diberikan fitrah oleh-Nya untuk memulai menjalin silaturahmi dari hanya sebuah salam kecil saja.

Gw pun melanjutkan jalan gw menuju jalan raya Ngesrep, ke arah patung kuda gw lihat ada sebuah warung mie ayam pinggir jalan bertuliskan Mie Ayam Pak Ndut. Ya, sesuai dengan mereknya memang yang mempunyai kedai Mie Ayam itu memang sesuai dengan postur tubuhnya. Sebelumanya gw memang pernah lewat ke sana, minggu yang lalu betapa sepinya orang yang makan mie ayam disana dan kemudian gw mutusin buat makan di bubur ayam seberangnya. Minggu ini gw melangkahkan kaki menuju kedai mie ayam itu dan duduk sembari memperhatikan sekeliling. Lalu lalang mobil, kendaraan umum, dan motor hilir mudik melewati kedai mie ayam itu, tapi tampaknya tidak ada satupun yang berminat untuk mampir kesini, sebuah toples berisi acar yang masih penuh, saos sambal yang masih penuh juga membuat aku mengira bahwa bapak ini sudah berjualan dari tadi tapi belum ada seroangpun yang mampir.

Wajah sang bapak pun berubah dari termenung menjadi gembira ketika gw mulai memesan mie ayam dan es jeruk, dengan cekatan ia membuat mie ayam dan menyiapkan minuman berupa….. es teh. Gw emang awalnya agak bingung dan dalam hati hendak menolak, tetapi ketika memandang wajah sang bapak penjual mie ayam itu gw mengurungkan niat untuk membatalkan es teh itu karena memang sudah jadi. Gw ketawa aja dalam hati, mungkin hikmahnya bisa ngirit duit juga karena es teh jelas lebih murah dari es jeruk, hahaha..

Rasa mie ayam nya memang biasa, tapi entah mengapa terasa sangat spesial buat gw karena ini adalah hasil jerih payah dari sang bapak untuk menunggu sang pelanggan datang ke kedai nya.

Selesai menyantap mie ayam, gw liat sejenak sang bapak terlelap tidur sembari duduk di pinggir yang mungkin sudah lelah menunggu seorang pelanggan untuk datang ke kedai nya. Gw pun memanggil sang bpk dan sang bapak pun terbangun dengan semangat untuk menjemput rezekinya yang datang siang ini. Aku merogoh saku dan mengeluarkan uang 10 ribu untuk membayar mie ayam dan es teh yang seharga 7000 rupiah ini.

” Terima kasih banyak ya mas,” ujar sang bapak penjual mie ayam itu diiringi dengan senyuman di wajahnya yang lelah. Betapa gw tidak ingin sebenarnya meneteskan air mata ketika melihat sang bapak yang mengucapkan kata terima kasih dengan tulus itu. Dan betapa malunya gw, selama ini gw bukan seorang yang dapat tulus mengucapkan kata simple berupa terima kasih atau syukron..

Tuhan, terima kasih telah memberi hamba ilham dan petujuk di siang hari minggu yang indah ini :)

Alright, i’m already remove all the disgusting post on my blog coz i realize everything isn’t so worth to reading.. so i decide to kick em all to hell LOL

Well, for brand new opening post (uh i think it’s not the brand new, in the past i already post something in the first) i would like to share something

Song: Utakata Hanabi
Artist: supercell
Album: Utakata Hanabi
Other: Ending song for the anime Naruto Shippuuden

afureru hito de
nigiwau hachigatsumatsu no omatsuri
yukata wo kite geta mo haite
karan koron oto wo tateru
fui ni agatta
hanabi wo futari de miageta toki
muchuu de miteru kimi no kao wo
sotto nusumimita no

With a huge crowd around us,
we attended the boisterious festival at the end of August.
I wore my yukata and my geta
which sounded like “karan koron” as I walked.
Suddenly fireworks shot up
and when we both looked up,
I took a gentle peek at your face
entranced by the fireworks.

kimi no koto kirai ni
naretara ii noni
kyou mitaina hi ni ha kitto
mata omoidashiteshimau yo

It will be better if I
just come to dislike you.
A day such as this will surely
be a memory I will recall constantly.

konna kimochi
shiranakya yokatta
mou nido to
aeru koto mo nai noni
aitai aitainda
ima demo omou
kimi ga ita
ano natsu no hi wo

I shouldn’t have come to
know these feelings.
There will never be
a second time we’ll see each other.
I want to see you, I want to see you.
Even now I think
about the summer days
you spent with me…

sukoshi tsukarete futari
michibata ni koshikaketara
tooku kikoeru ohayashi no ne
hyururira narihibiku
yozora ni saita
ookina ookina nishiki kanmuri
mou sukoshi de natsu ga owaru
futto setsunaku naru

We were both a bit tired
so we sat by the roadside as
we were listening to the distant festival music.
It resounded “hyururira”.
Blossoming in the night sky
was a great great splendid brocade.
Soon summer will end,
that suddenly made me very sad.

sakasama no HA-TO ga
uchiagatteta
ahaha tte waraiatte
suki da yo tte
KISU wo shita

My upside down heart
shot right side up,
“Ahaha” we both laughed,
“I love you” we said,
and we kissed.

mou wasureyou
kimi no koto zenbu
konna ni mo kanashikute
doushite
deatteshimattandarou
me wo tojireba
ima mo kimi ga
soko ni iru you de

I should just forget
everything about you
if it will be this painful.
Why?
Why did we have to meet?
When I close my eyes
I feel like
you’ll be right here with me…

amai toiki
binetsu wo obiru watashi ha kimi ni koi shita
sono koe ni sono hitomi ni
kidzukeba toki ha sugisatteku noni
mada kimi no omokage wo sagashite

A faint breath,
as if feeling a slight fever, I fell in love with you,
your voice and your eyes…
Before I knew it time just went by
and I am still searching for your figure.

hitori kiri de
miageru hanabi ni
kokoro ga chikuri to shita
mou sugu tsugi no kisetsu ga
yatte kuru yo
kimi to miteta utakata hanabi
ima demo omou
ano natsu no hi wo

When I look up
at the fireworks alone,
I feel a slight stab in my heart.
Soon the next season will
be here.
I still think of
the fleeting fireworks I saw with you
and the summer days I spent with you.

—————- http://suisei.kokidokom.net/2010/09/21/supercell-utakata-hanabi-lyrics-translation/——-